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Its that time of year again when all deadlines seem due in at once, all future dreams seem hopeful but far and your ambitions are dependant on your...grades. You would think the end of the college year would be a relaxing time revolving around free classes and as pictured above, cakes. As for me, the ultimate procrastinator, I still don't feel done or confident enough to tuck away the pencil case or the USB stick. (It's amazing how many times you lose that thing and have a mini heart attack.)
College for me is a safe environment. I feel you are baby fed a lot of information, this system is beneficial for me as I feel secure and it's not as overwhelming. Next year I could have been doing my degree at university but instead I chose to stay in college to complete it there, where I feel comfortable and with peope I know. All people rely on security blankets and for me I think that's where college stands. A secure place to grow and mature slowly while earning your rent part time working. I have no idea what I want to do at the end of my degree nor do I know yet If I have even earned a place on next years course.
Only time will tell, but If it doesn't go my way then it's on to planning lifestyle B, either/or I am happy and what will be will be... All assignments that were due have even handed in now and it is just a case of remediating tweeks. (I pray). To celebrate the deadlines for major essays being completed, my mother and I headed to City Walls and split a bottle of wine in the sun. Afterwards Graeme and I went to see 22 Jump street in the evening. I wouldn't recommend it to anyone. I felt it was a forced less funny remake of the original and I was relieved when it finally finished.
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